Wednesday, May 03, 2006
SICK SHIT!
The following story that I'm gonna tell its all about my true love.
He said I dont care bout hym just because I said I cant go tampines today & I did not let him smoke anymore. And he thought I was a cruel person. Well? My negative thoughts is, no one understands nor care about me. Even yOu! yes YOU!
My personal reasons for not letting he smoke again is that. I want him to be beside me till I'm dead. I don't want him to die in a early stage. I know he seem to be fine outside. But the inside. You will never know. And I don't want to live without him.
Whenever I said that I need some time to change, he will always reply. Efforts, you just need effort. Even efforts take times to come. Not only I agreed. Even my friends said so. And when I'm angry about him. He will reply. No one ask you to angry, you're the one who make yourself angry for no reasons. I just don't understand that.
To my dearest beloved boyfriend,
Muhd Luqman Hakim a.k.a CuteOrangeBoy:
Alright, I ever promised you that I will never apologise to you. But now I want to break my promised. I'm sorry what I've done to you. I'm so sorry all the hurting things that I've done to you. Will you show me the right route? I wish to be the girl/lady that you always wanted. I really LOVE you alot hunni. I realli am. Please don't make me regret loving you. And please don't ever said that I'm your Master or what. And you're neither my slave nor my dog. You're just my Boyfriend that I'm wanting to meet tomorrow.=)
Sincerely love,
-y Anny
3:59 PM
rant by yanny ♥